Figuring out how to start this is not even the hard part, the hard part is allowing myself to become completely vulnerable to the world, and accepting everything it may come with, but still I’ve always wanted a place to express myself and my journey, a place where I can fully give my perspective. So welcome to my mind.
Hi, I’m Lungelihle Zwane, a 19 year old from Swaziland. I am a sea of brokenness and the hardest part about that was accepting it, along my journey I discovered severe anxiety, walked through depression, suicidal thoughts, encountered pain and had to deal with my trauma defining me. Defining my perspective, the way I love, the way I receive people and how I come off despite how it was very unintentional. Fighting my mind, fighting the thoughts of if I’m walking in my purpose, if I’ll ever make it? If who I want to be is greater than I can ever become? If I was enough for myself. Seems exaggerated right? I know. But this platform is about truth, my truth. With all of this you’d probably swear I’m not doing well, but I actually am. My journey has been far from easy bu im completely content with the path I've chosen, with the person I sleep as every single day.
A year ago I decided to be intentional about who I am, and not let things unconsciously define who I am.. so I decided, I decided to find all my faults, face pain, face all my trauma so I can be exactly who I want to be. I took the journey into healing, healing in all aspects to allow room for growth and becoming. Here’s our point, I was very focused on me, on who me was to me and because of that I did everything I could to make sure I was better. To be in complete tune with myself. Along this journey there was a few specific things that helped me through, and that’s what I will be sharing here, the steps as we walk through life and all its struggles.
Are you fighting anxiety? The thought of you never making it? Depression? Lost love? Lack of self love and acceptance? Are you stuck and not growing? Are you just stuck? Well I was too, I still have struggles but I’m better and better is the best I’ve ever been. Now, let’s hold hands and walk through this together With love With kindness With compassion And with complete understanding Let us shed skin, break bondage.
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